One last hurrah.

The last 3 days have been tough, very tough. I haven't spoken a word to Becky.

Tonight I was speaking to a good friend and we were talking about relationships and regrets. She said that you want to make sure you have no regrets that you did everything you possibly could to keep it going.

Before tonight I had come up with the idea of creating a hand made sign telling Becky I loved her and then leaving this sign (which has all hand written and cut out letters) in a bag. Then when Becky saw it she would could create the sign and work out where each letter went - each letter of the same word was the same color, so it wouldn't be to much.

Whilst creating the sign I had some more inspiration which came to be - I'm not going to lie after praying. Tomorrow you'll see what that inspiration is.

I need to go to bed, excited for tomorrow.

Love

Joel