Too many birds in one tree....

So im on tafe 'holidays'.....

The only problem with my holidays is that i seem to work more on my holidays then if i was in my normal routine ....go figure.

You see im working my IT job all this week so that means getting up early and home pretty late. I do enjoy the job, i get to do such random non-computer related stuff sometimes like going for my fork lift licence in november! The rest of the time i get to thinker with really really expensive computers , yay.

So thats tues-fri then i do JB on saturday (for this week and next week). Then im back to normal TAFE mon-wed, dwsa thurs-fri, jb sat and SUNDAY OFF!!

During week nights i do the following;

Mon - Squash
Tues - off
Wed - swim/sauna
Thurs - bball
Fri - off
Sat - off
sun - bball.

On the nights off i must study for TAFE and try to have a social life. I been trying to do something saturday night and then friday night just chillin'. Eitherway i dont have too much time to myself.

In the next 8 weeks i have 6 industry exams (not included exam practise at TAFE) to keep me even more busy too. These exams are conducted externally from TAFE so i must pay for them seperately too.

Which leaves me to when do i have time to see my lady friend. It doesnt leave much time for any real type of relationship. Which is kind of a good thing as having any type of real gf is off the books. I wanted to keep myself distracted this year ..which i have done to great effect. No time for other people, just all me me me me me me.

So this girl im kinda seeing atm, well i actually like hanging out with her, which is good and bad. Its fun, but it also means i am getting distracted from my goals this year. I want to be selfish this year......and have been doing a good job of that too.......

what can i say.

I'll never change, I'll never change. Till the day that i die aint no-one gonna to be the same.

This post does not flow well, prob cause im tired right now....ill write more about stuff and women later...

nn time.

nn.