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Gday,
Well today has been pretty hectic, right now im just writting this into notepad on dads laptop
whilst we staying at our cousins house Pertti and Terrtu but they arent actually here they are
at the summer cottage where we visited them last week. We are here because there house is
1/2 way inbetween Tampere and Helsinki and tomorrow we will catch a train to helsinki and mum and dad will fly off on thursday to the UK, followed by me on friday.
Well last night we stayed at a hotel because mums and dads apartment had nothing left in it
after the removalists packed everything into a nice shipping containment. So we stayed at a hotel in the center of town, called Sokos Ilves Tampere. Anyways, thankfully i got my own room from my parents as my dad snores, and i mean snores. Its nearly impossible for me to sleep in the same room as him and i have nfi how my mum can deal with it. Me i get so frustrated and annoyed when i hear him snore because of 2 things. 1. He must be asleep if he snores and i cant actually believe hes already asleep. 2. I dont know how someone can actually annoy you whilst they are sleeping....but its possible! Anyways after we had some mexican food in finland, mum and dad went to bed and i decided i better go and see V for Vendetta. So i went and saw the movie and enjoyed it heaps. I do like it, special how he trains natalie portmans character in it...hope that doesnt give away too much if u havent seen it. Anyway, other then that its done pretty well, as rose said the soundtrack is pretty sweet and i for some reason do like the idea that blowing up shit is the way to start stuff...but is it the right thing? After the movie i went back to the hotel room watched like 5mins of tv and thought i better really make the most of the night so i went down stairs to a pub kind of connected to the hotel and had a few beers. On the sports channel they had kickboxing so i watched that and gawd damn its rough. I can tell you size does not matter in that sport because i watched 2 small guys absolutely knockout guys nearly twice their height/size.
It funny cause in that sport, it looks like one guy is beating the other and then suddenly the
guy losing lands one reverse heel into the jaw and BANG, the guys on the flow and the dude wins, crazy stuff. Well after a couple beers thought head to bed and got some sleep. Well cant say thats the most interesting story but felt i wanted to type some shit.
Today was pretty hectic too. After packing all our stuff at the hotel room we needed to drop off
the hire car and catch a train to where i am now. The thing is we have like 9 bags or something, so its quite an effort getting all our bags onto trains not including a snowboard which i have to
take to helsinki and give back. So we all got the train here with the bags and happily made it
to Pertti's house.
Right now its about midnight and nearly time for bed i think. I have been randomly flicking channels and came across 'House of Flying Daggers' pretty funny. A movie i have watched a few times but never did with rose for whatever reason even though we planned too many a time. Its a very good movie, anyone who hasnt seen it should, when i get back i think i will buy the dvd i think its even a dual disc thingy.
Well i should get into reflective mode i think, im going to go brush my teeth and hope into bed
with this black squared piece of plastic and type some stuff..maybe it will even be interesting.
Hmmmm, another night, another sofa bed i sleep on. Hehe im kinda getting use to this hole never sleep on the same bed for a long time kinda thing..does wonders for your back hhe!
Its hard for me these days to get in a reflective mode. Never was before, i use to be able to
just write and write and write i always had lots of ideas too and i also felt i was learning
alot more. And when i say learning i dont mean like a specific type of learning about something
or anything like that, cause i am learning alot on this trip about finnish people, family etc. But
i feel like i use to be alot more exquisitive. I cant even spell the word..maybe theres no x, well i
i cant even say the word either but i think its the word im looking for. I need to read more, i
use to read heaps, every night...i think reading helps u get into this type/place in your head
where speaking to someone cant...or maybe can but for me its alot harder to get there by speaking to someone. Reading all takes places in your head..its creates another world in there and gets the brain ticking, well sometimes i guess it depends on what your reading. I feel quite empty, or definately not complete. Its to do with a whole range of shit. A part of it is im not learning / reading or exploring my mind enough. I feel very straight down the line......with my thinking and my actions. Im not usually so narrow minded i guess it is, im usually quite open minded but i think i have become alot less due to fear or something along those lines. Being scared...i guess u shut down certain parts of you, i guess i just gotta switch them back on. Hopefully its that easy ha. Small steps i think, small steps. Atleast i know theres something wrong there, or im admitting it to myself, cause i guess when its out in the open thats when you can start fixing it. Fixing is the wrong kinda world. Changing is alot better. Start changing it....who knows today my head tomorrow the world......
im tired night.
Well today has been pretty hectic, right now im just writting this into notepad on dads laptop
whilst we staying at our cousins house Pertti and Terrtu but they arent actually here they are
at the summer cottage where we visited them last week. We are here because there house is
1/2 way inbetween Tampere and Helsinki and tomorrow we will catch a train to helsinki and mum and dad will fly off on thursday to the UK, followed by me on friday.
Well last night we stayed at a hotel because mums and dads apartment had nothing left in it
after the removalists packed everything into a nice shipping containment. So we stayed at a hotel in the center of town, called Sokos Ilves Tampere. Anyways, thankfully i got my own room from my parents as my dad snores, and i mean snores. Its nearly impossible for me to sleep in the same room as him and i have nfi how my mum can deal with it. Me i get so frustrated and annoyed when i hear him snore because of 2 things. 1. He must be asleep if he snores and i cant actually believe hes already asleep. 2. I dont know how someone can actually annoy you whilst they are sleeping....but its possible! Anyways after we had some mexican food in finland, mum and dad went to bed and i decided i better go and see V for Vendetta. So i went and saw the movie and enjoyed it heaps. I do like it, special how he trains natalie portmans character in it...hope that doesnt give away too much if u havent seen it. Anyway, other then that its done pretty well, as rose said the soundtrack is pretty sweet and i for some reason do like the idea that blowing up shit is the way to start stuff...but is it the right thing? After the movie i went back to the hotel room watched like 5mins of tv and thought i better really make the most of the night so i went down stairs to a pub kind of connected to the hotel and had a few beers. On the sports channel they had kickboxing so i watched that and gawd damn its rough. I can tell you size does not matter in that sport because i watched 2 small guys absolutely knockout guys nearly twice their height/size.
It funny cause in that sport, it looks like one guy is beating the other and then suddenly the
guy losing lands one reverse heel into the jaw and BANG, the guys on the flow and the dude wins, crazy stuff. Well after a couple beers thought head to bed and got some sleep. Well cant say thats the most interesting story but felt i wanted to type some shit.
Today was pretty hectic too. After packing all our stuff at the hotel room we needed to drop off
the hire car and catch a train to where i am now. The thing is we have like 9 bags or something, so its quite an effort getting all our bags onto trains not including a snowboard which i have to
take to helsinki and give back. So we all got the train here with the bags and happily made it
to Pertti's house.
Right now its about midnight and nearly time for bed i think. I have been randomly flicking channels and came across 'House of Flying Daggers' pretty funny. A movie i have watched a few times but never did with rose for whatever reason even though we planned too many a time. Its a very good movie, anyone who hasnt seen it should, when i get back i think i will buy the dvd i think its even a dual disc thingy.
Well i should get into reflective mode i think, im going to go brush my teeth and hope into bed
with this black squared piece of plastic and type some stuff..maybe it will even be interesting.
Hmmmm, another night, another sofa bed i sleep on. Hehe im kinda getting use to this hole never sleep on the same bed for a long time kinda thing..does wonders for your back hhe!
Its hard for me these days to get in a reflective mode. Never was before, i use to be able to
just write and write and write i always had lots of ideas too and i also felt i was learning
alot more. And when i say learning i dont mean like a specific type of learning about something
or anything like that, cause i am learning alot on this trip about finnish people, family etc. But
i feel like i use to be alot more exquisitive. I cant even spell the word..maybe theres no x, well i
i cant even say the word either but i think its the word im looking for. I need to read more, i
use to read heaps, every night...i think reading helps u get into this type/place in your head
where speaking to someone cant...or maybe can but for me its alot harder to get there by speaking to someone. Reading all takes places in your head..its creates another world in there and gets the brain ticking, well sometimes i guess it depends on what your reading. I feel quite empty, or definately not complete. Its to do with a whole range of shit. A part of it is im not learning / reading or exploring my mind enough. I feel very straight down the line......with my thinking and my actions. Im not usually so narrow minded i guess it is, im usually quite open minded but i think i have become alot less due to fear or something along those lines. Being scared...i guess u shut down certain parts of you, i guess i just gotta switch them back on. Hopefully its that easy ha. Small steps i think, small steps. Atleast i know theres something wrong there, or im admitting it to myself, cause i guess when its out in the open thats when you can start fixing it. Fixing is the wrong kinda world. Changing is alot better. Start changing it....who knows today my head tomorrow the world......
im tired night.
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